Bad mood is bad.
I'm really not happy. I would like to go to a corner and cry. . .after yelling "Fuck this shit!" and storming off. Right now I just feel really worthless at work. Not underpreciated, but damnit, why was I hired?! In a lot of things I do at work, I usually set a bar for myself and try to reach it. That's where I get my satisfaction. It is even better when I exceed the expectation of other people here. That's what makes me love my job. Just taking something and running with it.
There was something that a few people wanted on the website kept being put on the backburner and forgotten about it. I had a lot of free time so I thought I could sit and figure it out. I made in my project. However, I needed something from another department. A list. I knew they were reviewing this list so I thought it was perfect timing to ask for a copy. I get fucking ignored. Well you know what, fuck you. I spent two days researching and trying to figure this out ( part of the reason the web department kept pushing it aside was because it would be a lot of work and we don't need it exactly. ) all because I wanted to do something cool. You gotta help me. Not ignore me. This is the same person who seems to refuse to acknowledge that I work in this goddamn department. I'm always having my boss forward messages to me from said person because this person will send emails to everyone in the web department BUT ME and often times I'm the one who has to do it or can answer.
I got snapped at by another coworker. Maybe not snapped, but some attitude that I seriously did not deserve. I get it. You hate your job. I hate my job sometimes too ( like today. ) and you're always cynical about everything that's done here. Don't take it out on me. I don't need commentary on what you think viewers will think. I asked a simple question and I don't need you to give me an answer followed by a "It doesn't matter, no one will care" type comment immediately after. Excuse me for wanting to actually put more effort into the work I do.
I'm supposed to build a mini page for a department on the website. I need information from the department and they give me little bits and scraps. My boss asks for more and I get nothing. No help, no more information, and just ignored. It's like, fine. I get it. You want me to do the most basic of things. You don't want fancy things or actually make it look good. Who cares right?
I like to think I got hired because I can do more than the bare minimum. I'm just really pissed off and fed up right now. I can't wait to go home.
I'm really not happy. I would like to go to a corner and cry. . .after yelling "Fuck this shit!" and storming off. Right now I just feel really worthless at work. Not underpreciated, but damnit, why was I hired?! In a lot of things I do at work, I usually set a bar for myself and try to reach it. That's where I get my satisfaction. It is even better when I exceed the expectation of other people here. That's what makes me love my job. Just taking something and running with it.
There was something that a few people wanted on the website kept being put on the backburner and forgotten about it. I had a lot of free time so I thought I could sit and figure it out. I made in my project. However, I needed something from another department. A list. I knew they were reviewing this list so I thought it was perfect timing to ask for a copy. I get fucking ignored. Well you know what, fuck you. I spent two days researching and trying to figure this out ( part of the reason the web department kept pushing it aside was because it would be a lot of work and we don't need it exactly. ) all because I wanted to do something cool. You gotta help me. Not ignore me. This is the same person who seems to refuse to acknowledge that I work in this goddamn department. I'm always having my boss forward messages to me from said person because this person will send emails to everyone in the web department BUT ME and often times I'm the one who has to do it or can answer.
I got snapped at by another coworker. Maybe not snapped, but some attitude that I seriously did not deserve. I get it. You hate your job. I hate my job sometimes too ( like today. ) and you're always cynical about everything that's done here. Don't take it out on me. I don't need commentary on what you think viewers will think. I asked a simple question and I don't need you to give me an answer followed by a "It doesn't matter, no one will care" type comment immediately after. Excuse me for wanting to actually put more effort into the work I do.
I'm supposed to build a mini page for a department on the website. I need information from the department and they give me little bits and scraps. My boss asks for more and I get nothing. No help, no more information, and just ignored. It's like, fine. I get it. You want me to do the most basic of things. You don't want fancy things or actually make it look good. Who cares right?
I like to think I got hired because I can do more than the bare minimum. I'm just really pissed off and fed up right now. I can't wait to go home.
Current Mood: 
pissed off
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